Learning to love Jesus is a challenge especially when met with resistance to people who have not learned of the joy it can bring. For years I thought I was alone many times but I now know I never was. Throughout the years even though I was not a follower, I knew and believed God existed but I let worldly things keep me from my faith. I finally had come to a point where I wasn't liking the way things were and demanded change. Who better to go to than God our Father. So I finally knocked down that wall and let my Shepherd in. In all my years, The Lord is My Shepherd Psalm 23 stuck in my mind. So when it came to my writing poetry it was only natural that I write this:
You are My Shepherd, Come In
I hear a knock
But I just look towards the
clock
You knock once more, so I go to
the door
I can hear a voice but still see no one,
so I turn to run
yet You are there
I feel You stare
I stop and hesitate
I can’t ignore You
So I open the door
As I motion for You to enter
I fall to my knees and cry
“It’s you! My Shepherd,”
I want to give You thanks for
all you do
But just don’t know how cause all
I can say is Wow!
You are here in my house
Not sure if I should have let
you in
For I’m not prepared and it’s
dirty as a louse
I’m not sure I am the right
hostess
I look for a place to hide
Then You reach your hands to me
and take mine into yours,
A flood of peace comes over me
I’m ready now My Shepherd
To lead you to the door of my
hurts and sins combined
I give You the key and let You do
to the room what you need
You waste no time at all as you
tear down each wall
I begin to feel free from the
sins that cling to me
I’m sure glad I’ve finally let you in
To deal with my terrible sin
“My Shepherd” I say
“Forgive me for taking so long
to let you in”
You say no words but continue on
we move to another door,
‘Stop’ I yell
‘Can we not enter this room just
yet?’
Not sure if I can do it.
“Oh Shepherd dear”, I ask “grant
me the strength I need”
You smile and say “one step at a
time dear child”
Learning to live in faith takes one step at a time. Each step brings us closer to our Shepherd. Why not let him in?