Being adopted, I always felt different and not sure of my place. My family that had adopted me are the most beautiful people one could ever want to meet. I was 7 when I came to them. They instantly considered me part of their family, including the sibling rivalry. They gave me the best life they knew how to give and it was overly filled with Blessings of many kinds. So why did I have such a hard time with fears of being rejected or abandoned? I held on to those fears so long that I lived them out in so much of my life. I'm now just learning to let them go, that I am worthy and I won't be rejected. I've also learned that if I am ever rejected there is One who will never reject me and that is the Lord Our God. Oh if I could have known this as a child. But time is gone and I can't get it back. I can be thankful for the life I did have and the parents the Lord brought me too. Every year I strive to find the most fantastic way I can show my parents how much I love them and thank them for the life they gave me. I wrote this a few years back for Father's Day and my dad's birthday(they were so close together) I couldn't think of a gift because my parents have everything they need. So I wrote this as a gift to my dad. It's a long one but it sums it all up. I love you Dad!
To My Perfect Protector
One day many years ago
In a small Ontario
town
There was a small girl desperate for someone to love her
Someone to watch over her
These needs weren’t being fulfilled
He had a plan
In another town there was a man and his wife
Who had more love in their hearts to share
But didn’t know where to put that love
He had a plan
The two searched and searched
But could not find a place to share their love
He had a plan
The little girl was lost, hurt and confused
He had a plan
A cycle of pain and frustration had now began
A call came through for the man and his wife one day
For He had a plan
This little girl was on the move again
This little girl was to live with the man and his wife
But didn’t understand why
Because He had a plan
The man and his wife were overjoyed
The man and his wife couldn’t imagine letting the little
girl go
For He had a plan
The little girl became smitten with her new protector
This little girl soon felt like the luckiest girl on the
planet
For He had unveiled his plan!
The man and his wife were pleased with this plan
But weren’t sure about the little girl
For His plan was confusing to the little girl back then
She couldn’t understand why it had to happen
Why would He take her from them
If He brought her there to earth through them
Throughout her life she always held that question in her
heart until one day…………
It made sense
His plan was to provide the little girl with the perfect protector
To love and shelter His special child
Until she was to return to Him
His plan was for the man and his wife to be the perfect protectors
To shelter this little girl with as much love as He gave her
Because He only knows perfection and only wants the best for
HIS children
This man is called my dad and
Dad, I'm so happy He chose YOU!
He chose you for my Dad because He knew
That you were the perfect one to fill that role
I was missing so much in my life
I am yours because of Him
There isn’t a day that goes by
That I don’t thank Him for doing this for me
And there is no better way to thank you
For stepping up to the plate and accepting this Mission from God
We often don’t know why we are on this earth
But I know one of your reasons is to be my loving and
sheltering protector
Sent from the Lord above to keep watch over me,
Until I return to my Heavenly Father.
I Thank You Lord for the Perfect Father!
Happy Father’s Day Dad!
tear up every time!!
ReplyDeleteThis verse fits perfectly to this poam
3John - 4 I could have no greater joy than to here that my children are following the truth!
AMEN! Perfect verse for this. ;)
ReplyDeleteBeautiful. Thanks for posting again. Makes me cry. WIll make sure Dad gets on facebook to read it. He read it before but will love to read it again.
ReplyDeleteMom
So special Nancy
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